written by LaVonne HONEYXBUN Powell
I thought you were lust, but this feeling is different...
It's been a year
so this attachment,
whatever this is...
I can pick it up when I see your name
I can touch it when I toss and turn in my sleep.
Even after strangling me
I still wanted you
Even after meeting your stepfather, mother, and brother
I still needed you.
So I concluded that
Missing you is a burden.
I'm doing time for a crime that I didn't commit.
I wrote "Breaking The Law" about my first love from church.
But unlike my ex boyfriend from highschool...
All of you would never commit.
So when I write I omit.
Loving you would be so easy, missing you is difficult.
I grew up with challenges though.
Missing you is like missing me.
When we were younger we were excited about getting older...
And there I was having visions and planning for a future we'd probably share...
But like my excitement from childhood, you are nowhere to be found.
And I still miss you.