Missing storm

I was never the one

thinking I did my best

Thinking that it was all I had to give

I knew there was more to it

More to show to the world

Taking the chances life gave me

despite the chaos on its way

I never doubted that I would reach

the goal I had in mind

I was never the one

Knowing that I had everything to give

That I would be the one

another could be happy with

living together to love me

like a princess from a fairytale

we know from the bedtime stories

and the dreams we created

after reading the neverending fantasies

I could never imagined

I would create a life

so different from the fairytale

to the eye but so real

like the storm in my heart

This difference

This storm

made me doubt the essence

of my feelings

it made me doubt the purity

that lived in my heart

that I felt for someone ever

We were never taught

that difference

that a storm

can be beautiful

and can create

a unique experience

of love

the world is missing

for so long

~Jeanne

by pherawaty