Midnight and Melanin
For Toyin and for Raichl
A blessing for deep-thinking women of color
I will baptise you with my love and true admiration
I will carry you across the river without hesitation
You deserve my heart
You deserve this heart
You leave the island, I’ll stay
I’ll cut it out for you if you feel it would sustain you
I will bless your name
You are worthy, love
You deserve today
You deserve the sun
You hold the whole universe in your folds of ocean skin
Golden like your waves were made for sunset,
Your glowing waters were always defiant
A fire in disguise
You burn as you hold the whole world on your back
Without Atlas, and the joke is you knew this would happen
But who’s laughing?
I don’t mind taking the time to protect you from attack
Let my body be your shield on the battlefield
I’ve seen the wounded good in evil, I’ve seen the tension within people
I’ve seen your halo be a beacon
A blessing for the beautiful
I will leave loose gentle kisses where the broken skin won’t heal
Where the cracks are deep and real, where you can’t feel the skin falling from blazing blood
Because the pyromaniac in you leaves your beauty flourishing
But body and soul hurting, a certain asserting of who you are
Will bring about wonder yet also violence
In silence, I will pour perfumed oils over your aching feet
Take a seat
A blessing for the ancient brown angels in pain
Though there be no fame for the challenge you face,
There is a throne at the altar for you
And, no, you are not the sacrifice this time
We will not divide your mind from limb
Bake your body into five loaves to save the masses rolling in
You are not lamb, or lamppost lighting a streetside for the wandering
You are not a hostage here
You are a goddess, full of fear,
If your neck is sore from nodding, or slouching or sobbing or something
Let my folded hands soothe your sulking sorrow,
Curve beneath your skull to carry the weight of your thoughts
Don’t drift off
But, seraph, be calm,
Hold on
I know you’re strong
A blessing for the women who carry the baskets of lightning on their heads
And weave them too, who share enlightenment with all before they feed themselves
A blessing for the girls whose waking thoughts in believing in holding their own bodies have become a barrier and a catalyst for survival
A blessing for broken backs and escaping sight for age that that folded white braids try to pass on to children
A blessing
You are a blessing
I bring a dandelion blessing to you
You monarchs of the heavens
You overachieving magicians and saints
The distance between the light and the ground
Is a hard fall
Is a hefty price
You pay every second that speeds away
The distance between the light and the ground
Is an endless chase in a hall of mirrors
Why would you volunteer to save the unappreciating stranger?
You hold the whole universe in the folds of your ocean skin
Golden starlight I’m soaking in
I’m paper thin
Take this blessing
Take my blessing
Take me, attempting to bless you, please
Before I blow to the wind
A blessing for the aftermath of a dandelion
A blessing for the fate of our kin
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