Most people have felt it - that profound loneliness courtesy of lockdowns and restrictions. Being apart from friends, family, and partners has hit some harder than others, myself included.
The last year and a half for me has been particularly tough, especially since I'm away from my partner. What was a weekend trip home turned into months of isolation as a result of Covid-19. This was made harder by the fact I was now 170 miles away. The night we spent before I left is one I reflect upon frequently, and it is the subject of this short poem:
I am holding you now,
unaware that after tonight
we will not touch for months
though memories of your hands
will linger on my shoulders like
a cool breeze in the summer heat;
unaware that tomorrow on
the train, I will picture the
hall light on your cheekbones
and the sound of the flat door
closing behind you as you
leave to drive home;
unaware that in four days time
when we are locked down, I will
curse my past self for not
speaking a little sweeter,
holding you a little tighter,
kissing you a little longer.
But for now, I am holding you,
and you are holding me back -
two bodies intertwined in
a darkened room.
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