Manic
bipolar disorder’s strange gifts
The rustling leaves tossed by
the gentle breeze outside my window
are no lullaby tonight.
A song both old and new invites me,
begs me, “Stay awake. Think. Create.”
Somewhere in the galaxy, a supernova
has erupted and illuminated the sky.
I swear I can see it through my ceiling.
Breathtaking, how brilliantly the light
floods my room - is this enlightenment?
A beast calls for me in the distance.
A wolf, perhaps? It implores me to dance
and howl under the crested moon,
empathetic to the restlessness in my legs
and the pull of my feet to move wildly.
I toss and turn in my bed
as if a tidal wave has overtaken me
and sent me rolling! flailing! trying
to swim in the depthless ocean that
my imagination has become.
My eyes are tired, but my vision…
it is limitless, desperate to show me
something in the vast expanse
that is my wondering. Why else
would leaves rustle outside my window?
About the Creator
Chance Garrett Wilhite
writ·er | ˈrīdər | (noun): one who writes
Currently residing in Dallas, Texas.
"Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror. Just keep going. No feeling is final." (Rainer Maria Rilke, Go to the Limits of Your Longing)
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