Ode to all the Children:
I would of loved to have:
I have spent
so many nights speaking
ill of my body,
until
I became sick...
I dreamt of a
never attainable life...
My body said, sorry sucker,
once is all you get-
My brain says, stop the struggle
drowning only takes seconds...
My mouth feels like a blowhole
as I surface for air.
Trapped,
beneath a thin layer of ice.
I feel my hope,
crack like a house
partially
fallen through a frozen lake..
I have dreamt of you,
tucked you in,
heard giggling
of siblings through
shared bedroom wall.
Whom I hush, reminding
them it’s time for bed—
How dreamy, that would be...
Spoke your names—
Grieved for an experience,
never given the opportunity,
to share
with someone I love..
Comforting thoughts,
of donating my eggs
brought fleeting joy.
Learned even eggs,
have expiration dates
as if they were a jar of kosher pickles.
To all the children, I wished
I could magic into existence...
I would be remiss
If I did not say,
you would had a wonderful
big sis...
About the Creator
Saroyan Coles
I want to empower others with my writing. I have always dreamed of seeing my name, on something.
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