Loss of Glory
Could failure be where I’m headed???
there are days i don’t
want to be artistically expressive
there are days i don’t
want to upload another video
there are days i’m
too embarrassed to
even show my face in public
for multiple reasons, one
totally running out of words
and themes for poems n’ books
each piece of work the
chosen one delivers
sounds like it had no
thought put into it at all
like, are you going to call
twenty pages masterful?
just a slap 2 the face for
readers looking for quality
i’ve neglected my purpose
all so i could become popular
and know what it feels like to
belong in such a demented
society, remedying misery
reason number two
losing my drive, what i adore has
become something i started to loathe
feels more like a chore
than anything else
attempting to rap over a beat and
that same touch i had for
scribing i don’t possess in music
so, should i put up
that written on IGTV?
reason number three
the more success i attain,
the more misunderstood i am
people look at my accomplishments
and listen to me talk about trauma
thinking i have it all together
like i’m a new york times bestseller
raking in hundreds of
thousands of dollars per quarter
or someone that already
made it and is famous
all the while witnessing me
struggling to establish myself
questioning my feelings
since i have the talent
to get me out of the states i’m in
what no one understands is all
the sacrifices i done had to
make so i could be here
imagine how it feels
when everyone
ya’ used to know
have their eyes on you
continuing to shun your ass
because you’re nothing
like them, i have a soul unlike them
imagine a woman you clicked
with heavily turned against you
and capitalized off your misery
to boost her own image
broken girls like herself
must enjoy the attention
regardless of that,
i still saw through it
once i cease dropping further material,
then it’s when everyone will praise me
scary to even ponder such ideas,
should have received the flowers
while i was able to smell them
now that i’ve went undercover,
you’re doing your best to find out
where i’m dwelling after the fact
i hear em’ now explaining on their
radio stations and
in instagram comments
how far along i was compared
to the rest of the game and
came up with techniques
no other author could fathom
in order to come back stronger
for the future, whenever that may be
i’ll need to die egotistically
my head has become
bloated with immense treachery,
universe please
initiate the loss of glory
About the Creator
savage writer
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