Living To Die.

And sometimes I think

I'm living this life

for it to all come

tumbling down.

There doesn't

seem to be a

reason nor truth

in anything that happens.

There doesn't

seem to be any

control nor help

for anything that happens.

And sometimes I think

I'm living this life

for it to all come

tumbling down.

And sometimes it's

like I'm just sat here

counting the clocks

til I reach the end.

What am I really

doing here?

Why am I really

still alive?

I'm just counting numbers.

I'm just lifting fingers,

to a world that couldn't

care less about me and you.

When you find an answer

or an ounce of reason.

I wanna be the first to know,

meanwhile I try and lay low.

Work my way through

the unending days.

Trying to break

through the haze

that leaves my

thoughts ablaze.

And sometimes I think

I'm living this life

for it to all come

tumbling down...

when no ones around

it'll come tumbling down

- Erin 12th May 2020

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