I am seven years old and sitting on the yellow and brown rug
that smells of dirt and scratches the backs of my legs sometimes
And Billy Joel says that home is the Pennsylvania Turnpike
Which must be true because that's where we live.
There are fairy jewels
They float through weak winter sunbeams and dance and dance and dance
In nonsense shapes
And hug the ugly sheer curtains that used to make fine ballgowns when I wrapped myself up in them.
I know it's just dust, but pretending is fun.
The little box
The one made of silky fabric and came all the way from China
The one that stores my secrets
The one that knows
Everything
Is safe at home
And on a shelf
Mama keeps it there like she said she would
Because Mama stores my secrets
And Mama knows
Everything
Because Mama is my safe home.
I am thirty-seven years old and sitting on the red and brown rug
That smells of flowers and feels soft against the backs of my legs
And Ed Sheeran can't wait to come home
The little heart
Of delicate porcelain
Is around my neck
And holds fairy jewels and secret treasures
And Mama's spirit, too.
I know it's just ash, but pretending is fun.
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