It just...happens...

It happens again...

thoughts--just -- running

endlessly streaming.

I'm not in place

here...

I am not presently here.

I'm going through the motions again

the pacing

the --day-to-day

draining to sustain...

I feel hollow

suddenly

just--

overthinking like I always do.

Again.

And again I just

can't, disclose it.

How would I describe it?

Trailing off--

Wake up, please

get up and move.

don't lay there--

again...

Again

we feel slow

out of pace

Behind

Because stuck

inside my head

knowing and nagging

to wake up from this

dull entrapment

Hits like a brick wall

Hits faster than

to react

I tell myself to move

react

If I'm not like this

then its the other extreme

extreme emotions

Where did that come from

a sudden irritation

of a minor 'inconvenience'.

Why do I respond so brash.

sometimes I can meet in the middle.

But it is usually one

or the other

all there or not at all

emotions wise.

It just hits | like a | brick wall

a knee jerk reaction.

I just --feel

I just--not feel

something.

this isn't normal.

I'm stuck

inside

glazed over

does no one see?

I want to get out of the loop

break the skipping record

and just put on a new track.