Is What It Is

Its not that I don’t want you back

Just don’t want you to want someone else

And knowing there’s no chance of that

I’m broken inside and losing myself

It’s in the things I remember

Time spent with you

Touches so tender

But the hurtful ones too

I can’t help but wonder

When I’m alone through the night

What it would be like to be under

Your blanket holding you tight

But it’s only a dream

One that will never come true

For so it would seem

It does not exist inside you

When I see that you’re happy

And without me still smiling

My heart weighs so heavy

As all around me falls silent

It’s in everything I do

Anything that I touch

The memories of you

They keep me hurting so much

I can’t be near you no more

Or look at your face

For its hard to ignore

For me you haven’t any space

For me it’s time for goodbyes

And you it’s time to move on

All that we had it now lies

In a grave dead and gone