Is it worth it?

I wrote this in March of 2021- I was feeling pretty down.

One day you’re here and the next you could be gone.

Is it worth being pissed off all day for some stupid reason?

It is worth being an asshole to people you don’t even know?

Is it worth it to stay so closed minded and to not see another persons point of view?

It it worth it to live, yet always be unhappy?

Is it worth it to skip out on doing things with your family and your friends?

It is worth it to be missing out on your life?

Is there anything that is truly worth more than your happiness, while you’re still here?

My heart is heavy this morning in regards to five people I knew that passed away last year.

None of them knew they were going to die… I keep wondering how that must have felt, if that’s even possible.

If there is another side, I bet when they got there, they realized they weren’t ready to die.

I keep thinking about all of the regrets they might have come to realize they had for themselves, their life, their families, and their friends.

I hate time with all of my heart.

We have never been friends.

But time is one thing I thing I find myself that I keep asking for.

And not just for me, for my family and my friends too.

Sometimes I just cannot help but wonder…

What’s going to happen next? How? And to who?

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