I feel alone
Even with everyone around me
Is this a dream or reality?
I don't remember
And I don't care
Alright
It’s alright
Everythings gonna be okay
It’ll be fine
But what if it’s not
It’s not okay
I’m not okay
Nothing is
And it never will be
I need to get away
Get out of my head
But how?
My mind is my friend
But it’s my enemy
Someone I can’t get rid of
No matter what
I’m okay
I’m fine
I’m crying
I’m dying
I can’t make up my mind
It’s all too much sometimes….
(Chorus)
I seem fine on the outside
But i’m falling apart from within
Why can’t I be fine?
No matter how hard I try
I’ll never be perfect
Everyone knows it
But I try my best anyways
(End of chorus)
I can never be myself
They can never see me
What’s truly under the mask
My false self
My own weakness
Please someone help me
I’ve gone in too deep
Dug my own grave
I won’t be able
to get back out
So I guess I’ll just lay down
And let my true self fade away
What if
It’s always what if
There always seems to be a better option
But imagine it’s not
Second-guessing myself constantly
Thinking everybody’s doubting me
I’m not good enough
I never will be
(Chorus)
I seem fine on the outside
But i’m falling apart from within
Why can’t I be fine?
No matter how hard I try
I’ll never be perfect
Everyone knows it
But I try my best anyways
(End of chorus)
I need to stop overthinking
I’m fine
Nothing’s wrong
That’s what I hope
But i’m not so sure anymore
(Bridge)
Emotions
Insecurities
Anxiety
I’m not okay
I’m not fine
Never will be
(Music pauses)
And that’s okay
(Chorus)
I seem fine on the outside
But i’m falling apart from within
Why can’t I be fine?
No matter how hard I try
I’ll never be perfect
Everyone knows it
But I try my best anyways
(End of chorus)
I’ll just sing this song
Pretend everything’s alright
Even though it’s not
(music)
I’ll just sing this song
To share all the things
I’ve never told
They’ll think I’m overreacting
But they don’t see
There might be something
Wrong with me
But that’s alright
Or so I hope
(music)
So I’ll just sing this song
And everything
will be fine
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