Insecure and Out

The only thing I want to do is to love you,

To prove to you I’m worthy of yours too,

But my head tries to convince me something else,

Looking back at the mirror I see a different self,

I just want to run and keep on till I’m out of breath,

It’s one thing to hurt myself but you’d be my cause of death,

My thoughts and feelings can be so ugly,

Always feeling like a comedy and a tragedy,

You either don’t really care or I’ll never be good enough,

It’s draining going in circles I think it’s time to call my bluff,

I know how you really feel and you’ve been so understanding,

Even when my need for affection has been so demanding,

I know you’ll never give up trying to make me feel better,

Not after we promised each other FOREVER.