INDEPENDENCE
I have no idea how to watch this
No one understands
Deep down I want to run away
Everyone knows that I can’t
Perpetrating my addictions
Even though they don’t help
Neither alongside or
Distance will steady her health
Either I get traumatized or filled with guilt
Never did I think these would be the cards I would be dealt
Conscious decisions made by everyone else
Estranged to limit my deranged self
DEPENDENCE
Depression settles in to its new home
Eager to take over, to be in control
Pity parties that shouldn’t be thrown
Everyone knows that’s just how it goes
Non-negotiable desires to hold on to strength
Death is more powerful, he wants her to decay
Essential to the lives of her children
No more parents to guide with their wisdom
Confusion, denial, anger, and strife
Ending a deserving life
… I will never be alright
Dependent on her independence that will be lost with my cries
About the Creator
Ecarg Nosive
I'm a 27 year old writer from Ohio trying to make my passion, my career. Besides writing I enjoy animals, nature, and concerts.
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