If Ever

The bad side of Mothering

If Ever

If ever there was a time, I needed strength

If ever there was a time, I felt alone

If ever there was a time, I needed to talk

If ever there was a time, I lost my head

If ever there was a time, I questioned my sanity

If ever there was a time, my patience was tested

If ever there was a time, I felt so guilty

If ever there was a time, I let myself down

If ever there was a time, I questioned my ability

If ever there was a time, I let her down

If ever there was a time, I questioned my skill

If ever there was a time, I cried inside

If ever there was a time, I wanted to cry outside too

If ever there was a time, my heart ached for love

If ever there was a time, I questioned who I was

If ever there was a time, I wanted to scream

If ever there was a time, I wanted to give up

If ever there was a time, I punished myself inside

If ever there was a time, I needed him

If ever there was a time, my life felt forced

If ever there was a time

If ever there was a time

If ever there was a time...

I promise you're not alone

Ever there was a time but that time is never lasting

inspirational
Kayleigh Taylor
Kayleigh Taylor
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Kayleigh Taylor

I am an aspiring writer, with a love for writing the raw reality of love, romance, depression, marriage and sex. Both fact and fiction.

I like to write articles about taboo subjects, that leave a gateway for an open civilised debate.

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