I Win

What he sees he knows, walking alive

He don’t need me to tell him it’s a tease

He just needs a little space among the trees

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Inside my dwelling head

A place for him to laugh, a place to lead

Hanging out with heavy shoes, walking up a mountain

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Feeling the sun, the only thing that is right

He’s alive inside behind my eyes

A vehicle, my head, but I’m still fucking thriving

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Driving and diving around and breaking

Imagine the sky turning black

The stars coming down into your eyes

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Come and play with me while he’s alive

I can’t feel your love because I died

While this fucker is alive, driving me away

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Mountains crumbling, he wins and wins and wins

While I go and go and go into the unknown

Of what he knows, diving deep with stars in my eyes

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A cat panicking from a dog’s bark

What I’ve become while he’s alive

It sure gets depressing when I’m high

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Feeling low with disgust

My guts rotting, dying slowly

Walking the line and going blindly

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He drives and makes me dive, breaking me

The sun is the only thing that is right

Big ol’ smile with my coffee stained teeth

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I win, I win, you hear me inside there

Inside my mind full of stars

The sun makes me win, I win you fuck

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By Bazooka Teaches