I Shouldn’t Have Survived.
I was never meant to live this long.
I shouldn't have survived;
I wasn't meant to reach...
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I've seen the worst
life has to offer,
yet still I've gone on.
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I've seen the dregs
of our society,
yet here I still am.
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I'd say I'm strong
but I'm fooling no one.
I'm one chaotic ball
hurling through this life..
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I shouldn't have survived;
I wasn't meant to reach...
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I've felt a lifetime of pain
I can't go through it again.
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If I'm honest
I don't know how
I've made it this far.
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It's a miracle I awake
as every new dawn breaks-
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I shouldn't have survived;
I wasn't meant to reach.
- Erin 19th February 2020
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About the Creator
Erin Shields
27. England. Poet. I have Bipolar, BPD & Anxiety. I’ve been writing since I was 18 as an outlet for my mental health.
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