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I Shouldn’t Have Survived.

I was never meant to live this long.

By Erin ShieldsPublished 3 years ago 1 min read
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I shouldn't have survived;

I wasn't meant to reach...

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I've seen the worst

life has to offer,

yet still I've gone on.

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I've seen the dregs

of our society,

yet here I still am.

*

I'd say I'm strong

but I'm fooling no one.

I'm one chaotic ball

hurling through this life..

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I shouldn't have survived;

I wasn't meant to reach...

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I've felt a lifetime of pain

I can't go through it again.

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If I'm honest

I don't know how

I've made it this far.

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It's a miracle I awake

as every new dawn breaks-

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I shouldn't have survived;

I wasn't meant to reach.

- Erin 19th February 2020

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About the Creator

Erin Shields

27. England. Poet. I have Bipolar, BPD & Anxiety. I’ve been writing since I was 18 as an outlet for my mental health.

I also have a Ko-Fi with more of my work: https://ko-fi.com/erin

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