I No Longer Love Myself

I no longer love myself

the depression, anxiety, shallowness

are haunting me all the time

I am in the lone world

where no one understands me

the feeling emotions are gone now

the loved one departed

then

why am I here

living alone life

this loneliness is making me silent

I no longer love myself

as people never understand me

They reject on their bases

personal choices and experiences

which pushed me to think about the self

I have a lot of questions about myself

Why do I get attached to people?

Why do I care more?

Why do people always judge?

Why do people understand the situation?

Why do I remain silent?

The different behavior always hurt

I never feel things deeply

but I hate when a person starts misunderstanding you

and start considering things wrong

I am no longer love myself

because I am feed-up with my life

The way I am living made me stone-hearted

Every new person come and leave

which adds salt to the injury

The situation is becoming worst day by day

I want to die

and live a life with the departed lovers

I do not hate myself

but

I no longer love myself