I'm Sick of Fear Getting the Better of Me!!/ [UNTITLED](Letter to Myself)/It's Not Worth It

by Amargeaux Rai 2 months ago in excerpts

From the poetry Book, Kiss Me or Kill Me, But Please Set me Free, By Amargeaux Rai: pgs.29, 65, And 73

I'm Sick of Fear Getting the Better of Me!!/ [UNTITLED](Letter to Myself)/It's Not Worth It
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I'm Sick of Fear Getting the Better Of Me

I wish I wasn't

So trapped in my own mind.

Maybe then

I'll stop acting

Like the dumb blonde

In a horror film

And just walk out

The wide open front door.

(Letter to Myself)

Dear Me,

Shove a tampon

Up your bleeding heart, because

I can't take the crying anymore!!!

Love, Me.

It's Not Worth it

The fear

The horrid Feeling

Of uncertainty.

Of Powerlessness.

The Panic

Knowing your

Life

Is over.

Remembering

All the people who love you...

Who wanted to help.

Knowing

That one thing

That you still could've done

To get past

This momentary sadness

And be a testimony.

For a faint moment,

Thinking that

You

Made

A

Mistake.

The fall will kill you.

Hitting the ground will kill your body.

It's not worth it.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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