I have no more tears!
My heart is still pure.
I used to see you as a future king.
I thought one day I'd wear your wedding ring.
I imagined we'd always be together.
Have this unconditional love forever.
It was like a real live movie on the big screen.
I got so caught up in you like a dream.
I showed you my best. I showed you my worst.
Still not sure if I was blessed or cursed.
I can't figure out which part hurts.
I guess you prefer the girls in the mini skirts.
I want to forget you.
I'm stuck on remembering you.
You haunt me like a nightmare.
Why did I have to care?
I shake with anxiety when I hear your name.
Do you say I'm to blame?
I constantly push you away.
I have to accept there won't be a brighter day.
Why do you put me on a guilt trip?
Like, somehow, you deserve a big tip?
I had so much pain.
I started to feel insane.
I can't look at you.
I was naive to trust you.
Words and charm are your game.
Chase your fame.
I'll be over here,
One day overcoming my fear.
I am rewriting my story with a happy ending.
I guess this must be the purpose God is sending.
Sadly you know.
I loved your show!
However,
I don't do well with heartbreak.
You promised me I wouldn't have heartache.
I can't be your friend.
I got too emotionally attached in the end.
I can't watch your life.
It cuts me like a knife.
You lied -- oh, you lied.
I cried., yes I cried.
My tears were too much; you ran away.
I dream we could go back to yesterday.
I know you're afraid.
You're ready with your blade.
My standards were too high.
So, in the end, we both waved goodbye.
Why did I like you?
Now I don't know what to do.
Why did you want me?
If you were going to choose easy?
They keep saying I deserve better.
I wrote you letter after letter.
I guess you can read those.
I wouldn't accept your rose.
Sing your sad song.
To me, you're long gone.
I'm untouchable now.
I'm unreachable now.
Blame your pride.
These tears have dried.
I'll be a man's princess.
Sorry, I can't play the mistress.
I guess they can.
It's just not who I am.
Once upon a time, I was there.
I was more than fair.
I guess I want to be freed.
I'll pray you still succeed.
But I can't say I hate you.
I waited so long for you!
Someday you'll look for me--
Straight out of curiosity!
It's your loss if that day I'm happy.
Smile for him, and remember me.
About the Creator
Irene Mielke
Hi,
I am Irene. I am an aspiring blogger and writer looking to influence the next generation towards their dreams. I want the rest to know that age is just a #, and you're never too old to begin a new dream from scratch.
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