I found it in the movie from childhood.
I found it in the sunshine kissing my face.
I found it in realization of the falsehood
and in the universal embrace.
I was taught wrong -
I simply needed to retrace .
The world has always loved
and the feelings of exclusion,
signs without a fail showed
to be the biggest illusion.
It is my song
my pure emotional effusion.
I was an ugly duckling
who turned into a swan curiously.
There was no bedtime tucking
it was a dark walk seriously.
I am full of love from invisible since I woke
And it delivers mysteriously.
I cherish them all my little glimmers
the forehead kiss and the scent of your chest.
We both feel like a lucky winners !
First time ever I feel that I can rest !
Is you my heart longs
and I have passed the test.
It comes from a belief
it was not all for nothing
knowing I was right brings a relief .
Universe was not bluffing
It was them who brought the smoke
and I know the best is rushing...
It's in pumpkin spice
And the cigarette smoke.
It's in fairy lights
and the gentle stroke.
It's in the feeling I belong
and surrender to bespoke. ..
*trauma glimmers- opposites to trauma triggers ; instantly triggering peace and calmness