I found it

I found it in the movie from childhood.

I found it in the sunshine kissing my face.

I found it in realization of the falsehood

and in the universal embrace.

I was taught wrong -

I simply needed to retrace .

The world has always loved

and the feelings of exclusion,

signs without a fail showed

to be the biggest illusion.

It is my song

my pure emotional effusion.

I was an ugly duckling

who turned into a swan curiously.

There was no bedtime tucking

it was a dark walk seriously.

I am full of love from invisible since I woke

And it delivers mysteriously.

I cherish them all my little glimmers

the forehead kiss and the scent of your chest.

We both feel like a lucky winners !

First time ever I feel that I can rest !

Is you my heart longs

and I have passed the test.

It comes from a belief

it was not all for nothing

knowing I was right brings a relief .

Universe was not bluffing

It was them who brought the smoke

and I know the best is rushing...

It's in pumpkin spice

And the cigarette smoke.

It's in fairy lights

and the gentle stroke.

It's in the feeling I belong

and surrender to bespoke. ..

*trauma glimmers- opposites to trauma triggers ; instantly triggering peace and calmness