I Don't Even Have a Title For This
A Poem
.I DON'T EVEN HAVE A TITLE FOR THIS.
There are those who I know
Who would say my writing
Is really good. Even great.
But one is their own worse
Critic. When I come across
Praise like this I only
Smile and say "ya think so?"
For many years I ran
Around this town either
Alone or pulling favors
For somebody.
If I truly needed to get
Away I'd relax in the
Cemetery and pay visits
To the many dead I
Knew, Sometimes I'd
Sit in the Chevy Blazer,
Light a cigarette and
Stare out of the window.
Sometimes I'd read,
Sometimes I'd feel like
Shit for having nothing
To write about.
I was too ashamed to
Jot down many things
Like jerking off and
Launching my white
String across a
Paper towel.
I felt like a weirdo
If I wrote about nice
Tits and women
Sporting butt-huggers.
I didn't feel there
Was poetry in living
On a couch and
Possessing no game
Outside the front door.
Loneliness and desires
Of love were and are
Still subjects that
Have been cashed in
And overplayed.
For the longest time
It was work, weed,
Drink, a notebook,
Sleep, repeat.
Though I searched
For it, I never found
Any real light in
That routine.
There were times though,
Times where the poem
Made itself the golden
Goose I imagined it
Would be.
On some occasions
I'd sift through the
Many books I left
Laying around and
See that a few
Pieces were decent
And I almost couldn't
Believe I thought
Most of my material
Was nonsense; as half
Baked as my stoned mind.
My problem as a writer
Is getting into it and
Moving past my own
Judgment.
Not to mention helping
My people, reporting
To the "real" job,
And finding the best
Line by analyzing
The life, the dream,
The struggle, reality.
I cannot give advice,
Only examples and
Tiny hints.
True writers know
That this is all madness.
I'm sure some who I know
Will look at this poem
And say it's good - even
Great.
I'd rather them say
"It was honest"
But then again it's up
To them to like it and
Up to me to accept it.
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I'm really enjoying the gritty honesty of your work!