I Can Feel Pleasure Too

I was told that every person I sleep with is like painting with a new color

His color is blue

I love coloring with him

I couldn’t say no if I wanted to

I forget that I am allowed to say no

I forget that it is my body even when I share it

I forget that I am meant to feel pleasure too

Is this love?

I met a new man today

We kissed in a booth

I do not know what color he will be

But I know that the next time I see him

I will know