I am not myself.
I am compelled by forces
too great to bear.
To write of sins and secrets,
truth and lies,
great and small things,
beloved and despised.
I am not myself.
I am heartache and joy.
Generations of pain,
and the potential to rise above.
I am not myself.
I am conspiracies and facts,
the desperate search for the truth,
like shifting shadows
in oceans of sand.
I am not myself.
I am the cry for justice,
and the instinct for retribution.
The rage that reduced the world to cinders,
sprung from the stinging tears of a lonely child.
I am not myself.
I am beliefs I cannot explain,
illogic I cannot account for,
instinct wholly it's own entity
that will not answer to you,
and certainly not to me.
I am not myself.
I am feverish with drive,
sick with motivation,
dying of determination,
for ideals and dreams I cannot fathom.
I am not myself.
I am so much I cannot control,
all the things born beyond me
that have coalesced into my existence.
And drive me forward
ever forward.
About the Creator
Deianira Morris
A freelance writer fascinated with learning about life and the history of life.
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