Holy F* I Wanna Get High

Wanting to get high

That’s my main struggle tonight

I really don’t yearn to ease the pain

I just don’t feel soberly sane

Can you see what I see in front of me?

It’s usually an assumption,

But when I bring attention,

It causes abrupt interruptions.

You’ve seen me weak,

At my most strong..

You choose to drown me in the deep,

And ignore the main wrongs.

I wanna get high,

And take a deep breath..

And sigh,

When will this addiction,

Instead of being an affliction,

Finally give me back my stolen life?

I just can’t be satisfied

Having to hide how I feel

I can’t keep pretending,

Im beginning to crave the feeling of “real”.

So passionate,

So true

I have fallen head over heels for you.

But the devil took the ground

I was meant to land on.

And now I’ve fallen out of love with the world.

And now I’m a lost soul

Just a little lady

Who never got to cope

With the things that eventually

Fractured her once sweet soul.