Hi! My name is Bee.
Trigger Warning; Eating Disorders
Hi! My name is 'Bee"
I think you'll really love me,
Cause you see.
I know the secret to achieve your dreams.
I have watched you search on Tumblr,
And follow all the posts
You want to be skinny
You want to be like most
You worship thin accounts
And girls with tiny waists
You secretly want to wear a flower crown
And rock lace
I see it in your grin.
My sad little child,
I know it seems like its taking a while!
But hey!
Take my hand I know a way
Though grim
Thin you will stay
Hi its bee
And I love food too
But I know that in order to eat,
You must punish yourself cause well
there are too many carbs in that bread you just touched
And the calorie count in that coffee mug honey
will have you want to be starved
You want to lose weight?
You want to be pretty?
Then my love you need to, listen to me!
Hey its bee, your trust friend
Ignore the stares
They are jealous because of your change
Don't worry about their words,
They dont understand a thing
They have no clue how hard it is to be thin
Now now! Don't congratulate yourself yet
There is always more to lose
You just reached the big 100
Which would you rather choose?
Staying barely pretty
Or watching your lips transform into a lighter shade of blue?
Remember skinny is beautiful
Gorgeous is long hair
Less is more
But that's not something we need to share
I see
Your teachers are asking questions
Don't tell them about our lovely time
Lie my dear, tell them you're fine
Sure your body is a little weak
And you can't stay awake
But it is flu season again
You probably caught a bug
Go ahead, lie again.
And that girl?
The girl with the chubby cheeks
She isn’t your real friend
She's asking questions
And trying to get into your head
Leave her my dear
You have me.
Ignore her wild tone about your bathroom visits
She obviously won't ever get it
Oh my, it seems you are shaking
Throw on a jacket
You're reaching your goal!
Why do you look at me that way?
You know what your goal is!
That's not the weight you wanna stay!
Lose it all my darling,
Become beautiful like the rest
Remember less is more
Now it seems you've passed the test
The doctors know nothing
They lie about the fear
They only want your money
And to suck your mother out of tears
Remember baby girl
You wanted to be pretty.
Hey! Its Bee!
This is my friend Anna. You two have unofficially met before
She's helped you with the goal
She's helped you lose more
I know you can't hear me,
I know your family wishes me dead
They call me a disease
Bulimia
Quite a dread
A sickness of the head
How rude!
But this is what you wanted
This is what I led .
It was nice to meet you! I am glad you got your wish .
They buried you in a flower crown
And a lace dress that though beautiful barely fit .
Hi! My name is Bee
I know a way to make you pretty
I am not the flower crowned Tumblr girl in a size 0 dress
I am the thoughts that will lead to her ultimate death .
About the Creator
Nixza Gonzalez
My passion for writing is suddenly back and I want to share it with the world!
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