getaway
I guess some things you can’t get away from.
I woke up
Put on my swimsuit
Rubbed sunscreen all over my body
Walked through the warm sand
Laid out my towel on the shore
I stretched out
Feeling the heat of the sun
Hug my scar covered skin
Tan skin.
Sea Salt smell.
Cool waves crashing .
Sun is shining.
Not a cloud in the sky.
But I was still alone.
It’s 9 am
I’m on vacation
Why am I face planted
In the sand
Covered in snot
Tears
Refusing to let up
I’m posting selfies left and right
Like I’m happy
But they’re just selfies
Self
Im watching
As they all snap their photos
Together
Hold hands
Together
Rub sunscreen
Together
I don’t belong with this group
Of people.
I’m not in the pictures anyways.
He took her to the beach last week
Like he never took me
I thought when my family planned this trip
Surely things will be
different
Surely
I won’t be alone
By then
I always say that
This time will be
Different
It never is
I’m always crying
In a different part
Of the world
Some things
You can’t
get away
From
About the Creator
Joann Claude
“I'm not sure why
I have the inexplainable urge
To tell everyone I come in contact with
That I'm dying”
-a million thoughts all at once after a brief interaction with a customer at work
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