I’ll stop now that we cannot be ...
Or so it seems to me.
I’ve tried my best in every way
To keep you close to me.
I’ve tried to stay strong, hopeful still ,
That there would come a day
When you would say you love me still
And that we’d be okay.
I cannot seem to wrap my head
Around the simple fact
That what we had has disappeared
And I don’t know how to act.
I don’t know if you will return
Or come back home to me
But all I want is your happiness
And for you to be free.
I love you still and always will
For you’re my first real love
I cherish every breath you take
And thank the gods above .
For if I had not met you ,
I never would have known
How dear to me love could be .
How nice to call my own .
But now I cannot help you
And it breaks my heart to say ...
I don’t want us to finally end
And I wish we’d find a way.
But I can’t fight for both of us
And that’s what I have done
I wish things were the way they were
When we both had first begun.
I wish you’d call me on the phone
Just to hear my voice
Or torment me and keep me up
With texting me by choice.
So now I fear my must move on
And give up on us now
For I am blind and cannot see
Any where or how.
I don’t know what more I can do
To help keep you by me
So I will do the one kind thing
And finally set you free.
You deserve what I tried to give
And maybe someday soon
You’ll miss the girl who stood by you
And handed you the moon.
Perhaps one day you’ll come to find
You wish we two could be
And on that day you’ll reach out
And maybe contact me.
I wish with every ounce of might
That things were different here
And that you’d take me in your arms
And that I’d forget these tears.
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