Finished me off

yay

My parents sent me to-

“Eastbourne school of domestic economy!

To teach me to be the perfect woman & possibly the perfect house wife .

We had deportment, sewing, cookery on any every level.

I was still too young to audition for a London drama school.

However they still whilst at the finishing school, I had private drama lessons.

To let up my love of acting.

I seem to have in past chapter s not made school great , welll ... this was really not GREAT. The experience was horrible.

I often pretended to be going for auditions in London, just to get away.

I would catch the train to London Victoria, but get off at Gatwick & sunbathe on the roof .

Watching air New Zealand go was my best watch .

At some point, I have absolutely no idea what month .

I just got up one morning & left,

No explanation to the tutor s or head .

I couldn’t stand another day of smocking dresses & learning the fox trot.

I caught the train to Victoria, underground to Paddington & forward bound to Cheltenham.

My nerves did waver a bit as now although free how were my parents going to receive me ?

From Paddington to Swindon , I had no explanation, well the only one was , I hated & walked out.

That was going to be really really difficult to clarify.

I was scared, but it was worth it.

I hoped ❤️ The train stopped at Swindon ,

It was the perfect time to call , to give them an hour to change there minds on the level of screaming. The call to my mother was priceless.

She just almost jumped down the phone.

Hey. I was seventeen & I didn’t like it what the hell else was to explain.

Home! Home on the range , I was literally out of choice s now as , still to young to start Auditions.. I remember I had to go & get a job, I became back in the old Cheltenham fold , I was lucky, in the fact I was comfortable finically, but it came with a price.

The soirées evening s I was a young woman about to embark on a huge future in London.

As that’s how it worked, I had to be a something to make my parents keep there status , they didn’t think like that.

It was just the way they all played the one man up manship life