Finding Myself Impossible

Finding things impossible

That shouldn't be so damned hard

Not able to find my way out

So deeper I must go

I rode my iron horse into town

With one statement made

Spoken loud

But that was so long ago

I can't even recall what it was for

I could yell, I could scream

Just to relieve this god damned pain

But nobody cares anyway

I could blame those before me

For the man I've become

But that won't do me no good

So I stand

Where I've always stood

Looking for an almighty

That doesn't exist

Hoping for a death

But my hope is dismissed