Is It, LOVE
I was under the impression that love was something you could never lose. So, I reasoned. When you told me you loved me, I assumed it was an everlasting love, an undying love. I'm sitting here wondering how many times you've said I love you, ha-ha too many to count. Why so many promises? Because I pledge to always love and be there for you. I swear I'll look after you. I promised to kiss you goodnight every night, but what happened to all that LOVE? You claim love makes you do crazy things, but that's just an excuse to break up. Why do women put so much effort into their love lives? I'm curious. Why is it so simple for a man to walk away, especially when there are children involved, is a question I ask myself all the time. Oh, it's so simple for you to walk away and leave the kids with your spouse. You give up too easily; we, as women, cannot simply walk away; we must be strong and raise our children; we must be Mama and Daddy. I have love for my children and myself. Love is a powerful term that should not be taken lightly. To me, love entails being a strong and self-sufficient woman. Men must be taught how to truly love a woman. Sometimes we won't talk about sex since it's not all about sex. That's why it kills us so much when you leave. Because we love so much, our hearts can't stand being rejected. We're sick of crying and wailing over your miserable asses to the point where we lose sight of what's really important, which is ourselves and our children. One thing I promised myself was that whatever I was going through, I would not take it out on my children, because you had abandoned them as well. So, can I go on? Yes, I can; do I need a man to make or break me? No, I don't need a man to make or break me. "I am a phenomenal person. You didn't see it, but I'm a fantastic lady. I cook, clean, care for the kids, assist with homework, then come home to tend to your sexual needs. And you were perplexed as to why you didn't have sex all of the time since I was exhausted. I never sought for your assistance with anything; instead, I made things simple for you, so call me pampered. You get up, dress, and go to work, and I've always expressed my gratitude for having you in my life and for all you do to support our family. That wasn't even close to being enough. You had to cheat on a great woman, which I am. you never came home to a filthy home. I didn't do it just for you; I did it because it's how I was brought up. Because I was instructed to look after my spouse, I fed you every day. Because I was trained to love and stay with only one person, I adored and still love you. I can attest to the fact that love is genuine and should not be taken for granted. Can I start over, certainly; why am I giving you another chance, I'm not sure; perhaps it's because of LOVE.
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