The morning is cool and dark
As I wander into its embrace
The sun yet to break free
And rise to the surface
***
The crisp bite of breath
Walking slippery underfoot
A lightness of step
Feeling good to be free
***
Silent but for my steps
And loud breathing to my ears
Heartbeat pounding in my chest
Hand wiping away cold tears
***
Everyone is wont to argue
But this feels sudden and final
Whence it came and its unusual severity
Caught me unawares
***
Still, at the moment I’m distraught
Escaping into pre-dawn dark
Caught betwixt day and night
Unsure if I am wrong or right
***
To settle on the finality
And finally, choose me
I long for your bedside
But know it was destroying me
***
No more harassed and abused
And always told I’m wrong
I’m worth nothing, I’m ugly and boring
But feeling there is nowhere else I belong
***
Still, at this moment I’m distraught
And already missing you
Those things you say, you do not mean
But I probably deserve them anyway
***
But, this early morn I’m on my own
And unable to return
To the only home, I’ve ever known
Feeling forever all alone
About the Creator
Paul Douglas
I have always loved to write, especially poems and short stories. I also have an abiding love for technology and gaming. I love to share my outlook with others.
Comments
There are no comments for this story
Be the first to respond and start the conversation.