Entitled Trust

You reach out you hand to me in "generosity" and I'm just suppose to take it,

Have trust that your intentions aren't fake, and that your heart just must be "pure gold".

At least that's the line I feel I'm being sold. But I don't trust blind.

Especially after all this time, damage done to my mind, friends are hard to find, yes, but snakes are a dime in a dozen.

And I'm quiet frankly done with the association of em'. And you just expect me to trust you aren't one.

Which to be frank is easier said than done.

Because to be honest when I look around at everyone, I don't really see one person who was by myside.

Through all the manipulations and the lies, I was made to be the criminal every time.

And I took that line. I didn't try and deny, convince my side, because why would I waste my breath?

Again we're just being honest, so who was I to you for you to choose my side?

And in the same, who then are you for me to just trust blind?

Don't look so hurt.

We're only dealt the cards that we deserve, so understand time here is your only friend.

In time, my opinion will bend as I get to know you and you me.

That's the only way to build security, and trust.