Empty

How can you be so damn sad when you have so much to be happy about

Why isn't the love and support of the people around you enough

Why can't you just be fine

You should be okay!

He kisses you like you've never been kissed before

You have a system of caring souls who would do anything for you

But still nothing is big enough to fill that void is it?

Your heart still beats weakly and your hands shake at the thought of stability

You still sit up at night wondering why you feel so worthless

It's so hard to believe that any one person could see you and want to be the reason for that smile

How terrible a feeling to not know what you mean to people

How selfish you are to think you don't matter

I can only imagine a day when my darkness stops taking over when my skies are so light and my being is so loved.