Dreaming of What Could Have Been

I miss you in the morning.

I miss you through the day.

I miss you in the evenings.

Will it ever go away?

Still so many reasons,

I wish I would have stayed.

You were my support,

Always by my side.

Always there to hold me,

Even when I wanted to die.

You decided to love me,

Dispite all my flaws.

Little did I know,

all the patience it took.

I guess that is why,

you decided to look.

I treated you so poorly.

I stopped giving you gifts.

I said you didn’t deserve them.

Wasn’t that just sick?

You never stopped trying.

You always gave it your best.

You made progress every day,

And I sure didn’t make it the easiest.

You are better off without me

But the thing I just don’t get..

Wasn’t it just a year ago?

You asked me a question I’ll never forget.

I guess I can’t be one to judge.

I was with you one moment,

Then with him the next.

I still can’t believe that I fell for it.

The looks and the money,

and the promise of love.

I gave up my soulmate,

Because I didn’t trust my gut.

I listened to my friends,

The ones who said I could do better.

But they didn’t know him like I did,

I should have chosen better.

Now I’ll be on my own,

But that’s the way it should be

Just wasting all my time

Dreaming of what could have been.