...this thought has been coming in and out
Of my mind
Since the moment I decided to
Leave Madrid
And go "back home"
To #losangeles
Los Angeles for me was not how it's portrayed in movies
Glamorous Hollywood
The city of Stars
It's where I grew up as a child
It's where I spent my Elementary and Middle School years
It's where I went to High School
And started hating myself
Because I thought the world knew
who I was
And I was trying for so long to
Fit in their box to meet and exceed their Expectations
For only #acceptance in return
I did not want to go back to that
I didn't want to be put in back in a box
But now realizing
That the whole time
The only person who was putting me in that limited box was myself
When you realize and feel in your body
The magnificence which is you
The home of the heart
Which needs only to be turned on
And is with you #whereveryougo
There is no need anymore to go to the edges of the world to find yourself
Because when you go to the edges of the mind
Including the thought "Don't go back home"
It's not your intuition telling you you're not on your "path" if you go back to a specific place at a specific time living with specific people
It's your body reminding you that you were
#Home
The entire time
#dontgotola #Beinlosangeles #evenmoreso
Remember
You were the Star with a capital "S" of your own personalized movie the #wholetime
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