Dark Mourning

I sit alone in the darkness

Feeling the weight of the world

The pain cuts deep, a constant ache

That leaves my heart unfurled

The memories haunt me

Of all the things we used to be

A love that once burned bright

Now a faint memory

I try to move on

But the road is long and rough

I'm lost in the darkness

Feeling more than a little tough

The world keeps turning

But I am left behind

Trapped in this misery

My spirit confined

I long for the light

To banish the despair

But for now, I'll just cry

And try to bear

The weight of this sadness

That fills up my days

Hoping for a brighter tomorrow

And a chance to be okay

But the pain lingers on

A constant reminder of what's been lost

Leaving me with an empty heart

And a heavy cost

I miss your presence

Your laugh, your smile

But now you're gone

And it's been a while

I try to fill the void

But nothing seems to fit

The hole you left behind

Is too big to fill, no matter how I try

So I'll just lay here

In the darkness and the cold

Feeling the weight of the world

On my shoulders, uncontrolled

I'll cry myself to sleep

And pray for a better tomorrow

Hoping that the pain will ease

And the sorrow will follow

But for now, I'll just mourn

The love that once was mine

And try to find a way

To make it through this time.