Crushing My Mind

I hold my head, too many thoughts inside my brain

Maybe one day I can start to explain my pain

Inside my mind a haunted castle, ghosts of the past

My heart shouts stop to the demons get out fast

I build a prison in my head of all the things you did

No doctor can erase it. They cant even take off the lid

Use me as a punching bag, abused me when I was a child

Memories are a horror film inside. Thoughts run wild

If I could go back, I would have killed you. you took me

You ruined my life and made sure it was forever to be

You're horror inside my brain. Turning my wheels insain

True wicked, but why? I was innocent too young to know

The child abuser. I was Blind to evil. It may be over for you

For me, it's the ghosts in my brain till I die. Guess its forever

You're pure wicked evil, I was a lamb you slaughtered sadly

Life goes on but for me in a haze. I have good and bad days

Here I sit head in hands cant tell, no one understands

I wonder do you think of what you did, who you hurt

The child thought you loved Her. You were just a pervert

Now you're the evil ghost inside my mind, that can't be evicted