brewing tea

I am brewing tea with the bags under my eyes

I am drowning myself in his lies

I am trying so hard to put on a brave face

but i am so lost I do not even know where is my place

feeling extremely alone like I am in space

he left without ever even leaving a trace

feeling lost and confused

feeling drained and used

feeling mentally abused

losing an endless amount of sleep

thinking too deep

why was I not worth more to keep?

it really does hurt

i feel like i have been dragged through the dirt