I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’M SORRY!!!
I’m sorry
Words that mean nothing when you’ve already done something jarring
What do you want me to say?
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
Nothings going to change,
My emotions for him have always stayed the same
Admitting it to myself at the wrong time and place
Didn’t expect it to go this way
And regret is finding me
But not in the way you’d likely seem
My feelings for him surpassed mine for you
I didn’t even want them to
What we had was real, but him and I have history
Maybe I shouldn’t dwell in the past but he became presently
And suddenly he was all I could see again
None of what I felt for you was pretend
I meant every single word that I said
Tried to fight it but I can’t
I do wish I would have deciphered it sooner
I feel pain knowing she has been abused and
I was no different than them
Intentions pure, actions didn’t comprehend
And of course I feel guilty
Because I am
You love that I’m hurting
And that’s deserving
But he has my heart, he always has
No matter how far, there was no distance
It’d get hard when he’d visit
Felt loss and then went my vision
Blurred from commitment
Yet we never committed did we?
You wouldn’t let me
I know you finally opened up a little too late
But my door was shut because I couldn’t wait
Had no idea if I should have stayed
Apparently it wasn’t meant to be
But through the bad there is some good
I can give him the chance that I should
So this doesn’t happen again to another new romance
Agonizing affliction knowing you were the last
Got in the middle of my resolution
I never wanted to say goodbye
What was hiding was my intuition, so it came off as lies
I know you’ll never believe me
And that’s completely fine
Just know my feelings for you didn’t die
…It just wasn’t fair to you that his were on the rise
About the Creator
Ecarg Nosive
I'm a 27 year old writer from Ohio trying to make my passion, my career. Besides writing I enjoy animals, nature, and concerts.
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