CW: non-consensual sex/rape.
They never tell you how good things can have a bad taste
The drink of life, of a lifesaving thing, of a –
Yes, Mom I’m taking it now — thing
An eternal white noise, a silence by the fireside,
The water stilling, finally,
and the slow rush knowing you’re moving the right direction.
They never tell you how good things can have a bad taste
How it spills across your tongue,
chemical and sharp as a raw edge of sheet metal.
The taste of it, in that hallway, at that party,
and that song you hate is playing, distorted and slow
You can’t remember a lot,
but you know when you swallow it fills you with nothing.
They never tell you how bad things can feel good
How it’s better – miles better – even
The wrong twist, unfeeling kiss, a grip too tight
And the sharpness in each movement
Remembering, even when you’re crying outside,
That the drink of life, of resurrection, of a —
Yes, Mom, I’ve taken it now – thing,
that’s that what you wanted in the first place.
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