Being Conscious

I am bold, bright and beautiful .

The words that spew from my lips are positive vibes.

My energy is robust and my laughter is commical.

I aspire to be great, is what I say to myself.

What am I searching that I’m not focusing in on?

Have I pushed myself past the limit of success?

Or have I not even hit the surface yet.

I am worried and sometimes stressed, but everyday I awake, I go at life again, awaiting to see my best self.

What will I accomplish?

Will all my goals get completed?

When will I relax?

Why am I working so hard ?

And then everything crashes in my brain.

Am I moving in slow motion?

Am I being consistent? No.

Then I get mad at myself, but still awake the next day waiting to achieve success.