Setting here feeling so alone even though there are six people in this room.
Biting my nails until there is nothing there, looking down when someone looks my way.
(Walks to bathroom shuts the door.)
What is wrong with me, shake it off I will be fine smile they are looking at you.
(Looking in the mirror)
Why am I so plain? Why can't I be pretty or wanted?
Hey self it's me again you should stay home nobody wants to hang out with you.
Fighting this urge to run my car into a tree, who would miss me right?
Stop saying these things they are not true! People like me, I have friends.
I am pretty. Well, maybe not but I still have friends they just don't talk to me much anymore.
See told you, nobody likes you.
God, I hate myself and I wish you would just leave me alone!
(Walks away from the mirror crying.)
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india novia
I love to write, and tell stories most of everything I tell people is true. Most people just can't believe someone can go through such tradety in one life time but here I am.
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Guys women want this.
Okay, guys here is a little friendly advice. Women actually like gentlemen. So, opening doors and pulling out chairs for them to sit is one thing. I am talking about the works. Like waking her up with breakfast or when you're around your buddies and she looks kinda lost pull her close and just give her a little wink for encouragement. Tell her she is beautiful at least once a day. Let her know you really care. Offer to help with the dishes. Take her out on a Tuesday just because. Give her hugs and spoil her with kisses and affection.
By india novia3 years ago in Humans
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