What I really want is to have you in my arms
to kiss you
to stare into you.
Instead
here we are
sitting on opposite sides of a table
sipping cold coffee
putting in an act for the rest of the world to see.
What I really want
is for this charade to be over
to be me
to be the one I am whenever I am with you.
Instead
here we are
face to face
pretending all is cool
pretending all is nothing.
What I really want
is for the rest of the world to disappear
I don’t care about anybody else
there’s no room in me for mercy or compassion.
I just want you.
I keep picturing scenarios
where everything
and everyone
fades away
and I can just go collect what I need
what I really want.
What we can’t have.
Instead
we’ll shake hands
and politely go our separate ways.
What I really want
is what I have to say goodbye to.
All I really want
is what you’ll take with you
what you’ll take away from me
what I have never been able to enjoy.
We have been so close,
on the edge.
We have stared into the abyss.
But we just won’t take the leap, will we?
Aren’t we formidable?
Aren’t we worthy of admiration?
Aren’t we?
About the Creator
GB Rogut
Jack of all trades, mistress of poetry. Mexicana. Bi. Autistic. She/Her. You can support me on Patreon https://www.patreon.com/musingabout or visit my tree https://linktr.ee/GbRogut
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