I used to enjoy sitting in coffee shops
Take in the notes of endless hours of lofi
Watching the hours go by
With my favorite notepad and a pen my dad bought when I was an adolescent with ink that never seemed to end
Endless pages of scribbles with complex jargons
Moulded into sentences that rhymed, but lacked intention...
How juvenile...
Taking breaks periodically to light a cigarette and fill my lungs to its capacity, how foolish of me at 16 to believe I'd be an athlete when bad habits ran its course daily...
How naive was I to believe poetry would be a pass time hobby...
Alexithymia
Defined as the inability to express oneself emotionally
Leaving said self rather lonely
Unable to allow someone into your life truly
Please allow me, to amuse thee
I talk about athleticism and poetry
Enjoying lofi and bottomless coffee
Scribbled rhymes drafted mindlessly
Thoughts categorised strategically
So I may be void of emotional fragility
Successfully maintaining the facade with consistency
Maybe that's why I push you away with veracity
Utilising verbosity
Just like words lose their meaning when used in excess unnecessarily
I fear it was the lack thereof that birthed tragedy
Full circle back
To endless rhymes that lack intent
We're hell bent on pain
Which I transmute for monetary gain
About the Creator
Eagles
We write about the absolution of love and the dissolution of the soul. Poetry group comprising of the following poets;
Mackalan
Alpha Beharie
Marioson
Amy Void
Kimiera
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