Aesthetic

Cigarettes

Coffee

And green tea

is what your room smells like

And it breaks my heart knowing that I can't stay in here for the rest of my life

I still wonder how a room littered with teabags and dirty clothes

is somehow easy on the nose

Red cups and stacks of books

And your snoring is driving me insane

But I can't bare to interrupt how peaceful you look

And how I wish I could lie with you and take in the smell of Arizona tea and fresh comforters

Hold me and swallow me whole into this aesthetic

Take me away from this world that is no longer sympathetic

And in this bed, I hope that we become one

And together we can leave this planet.