A Mother’s Angels
May the monsters be unable
He was begging in ways no one could understand or maybe it was just because no one listened
So the voices inside his head started making up a plan as the gun in his hand glistened
Maybe this doesn’t have to be the end
Or maybe it’s good riddance
He’d do anything to avoid the void again
So he aimed at the monsters with persistence
“Go away!” He finally said but the bullet just barely missed them
Oh no now his skull shows the war that’s within it
Everybody will know, he couldn’t even let himself go
Skeleton and bone
The flesh still had a hold of him so he decided it was time to get control of it
He pushed the monsters out of his mind and tried to look past his scars
On his face, they were large but nothing compared to the ones on his heart yet he pushed to be greater than what almost was
He saved himself
Took the help
Behaved himself
Left behind someone else
He felt so free, adrenaline junkie
Motorcycling with his buddies
He finally felt alive
But the world offered him to die as he took his final ride, he was invincible one last time and then he was gone
Physically from the earth
But his memory lived on
As he became her
His sister became his hurt
She was at a loss for words
Her brother was her best friend and the only one who heard him when he begged
Who loved him when no one else did
Who was blood, not a drop thin
His baggage weighed a ton on her broken heart so she did what she could to handle his ghost
He haunted her before he was even gone that first attempt left her overwhelmed and then it happened when he was happy and she couldn’t fathom all the bad things
His monsters caught her in a bad dream so she needed to put them to sleep
She was lost without him as his monsters crept in they started to begin terrorizing her just the same
She became insane because he was her everything
She must have took the blame because it was so devastating
She wish she could have saved him but in the process forgot to wish to save herself
So she laid in bed one night after another day of screaming for help online
She wasn’t fine
Memories rewind
She replayed them in her mind and the monsters danced to her pain
The teardrops started to rain
She never wanted to feel this feeling again
So she did what she had to do to silence her own screaming
She didn’t have anything to loose, she already lost all her meaning
So she passed it all on to the one who gave them life in the beginning
Now their mother has to do all the grieving
Lost both her children, this world is deceiving
What did she do in order to end up bleeding?
Her heart is leaking
But she’s at peace because her children loved each other and are now together
One day she will join them
I just pray those same monsters don’t get her
I pray her new found angels protect her
I pray they do not neglect her more than they already have
She belongs on earth to remember them
About the Creator
Ecarg Nosive
I'm a 27 year old writer from Ohio trying to make my passion, my career. Besides writing I enjoy animals, nature, and concerts.
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