My name is Mary Beth, I am 37 and still discovering who I am and what I want to do when I grow up. I am new to Vocal and writing so bare with me, it will get better! I just want to share a little about myself so that my readers can understand my writings and views a little better. So here goes everything, lol!
I come from a loving but broken family, my father lives in Texas and my mother Ohio. I had a pretty normal childhood except as many know growing up in two seperate houses can be like living two seperate lives. My father was a bit more strict, chores, church and no candy or soda. My mother did the chores because if you want things done right you do it yourself (OCD), and if it’s in the house I could eat it and drink pop as i pleased. My father is very religious and his father was a pastor so I was taught their beliefs from a young age, Baptist which is Christianity.
I was always the black sheep of the family, I wasn’t good at being bad so I was often grounded. I had my first son at 18 and then two more boys by 23. I went to nursing school and prison both a first fir the family. I am a recovering drug addict and a spiritual not religious being. I believe we are spiritual beings having a human experience and although I don’t believe exactly what I was raised to believe, I don’t believe it’s wrong. I just think it’s a small part of a bigger picture. There are many things I want to change in this world but my main goal is to begin to change the judicial system. There is no time better than today to start to make a change so why not? I had an attorney tell me “even if your innocent, they will find you guilty because of your past.” WHAT! How is that even remotely accepted? How are drug addicts and dealers getting more time then child molesters and rapist? Why can cops break the laws while arresting you for breaking the law? I actually had the DTF come into a different county than the one they worked for, to serve me with a secret indictment for drug possession, and walk into my home with a key they obtained from my landlord (whom they threatened to knock the door down). Are you serious? In case your unaware of the laws or how indictments are served, when the police come to serve you an indictment, it’s usually a sheriff who knocks on your door then arrests you if your home or leaves and tries another day if no answer. So, violation #1 against DTF, #2 after putting me in handcuffs, the proceeded to search my house and take my money and phone even though no drugs were found. Does this sound crazy to you? So that’s just a little bit of my story and why I think the change is needed and well over due.
I also want to help enlighten people and awaken them to the truth. The vibration of our earth is raising and so is the vibration of many humans. In order to grow we must help one another realize their purpose here on earth. I am proud to say that thanks to my girlfriend and twin flame, I am learning true love and happiness. We are both educating ourselves on meditation and practices to raise our vibration. We are slowly starting a business that focuses on helping addicts, felons, and those rejected by society, to get the help and resources they need to truly RECOVER. I would like to start with the newest generation and introduce meditation to toddlers and continue to teach mindfulness as they grow into young adults. I strive to break the labels that bind us and teach the laws of the universe just as we are taught math and history. We have become such a negative, I can’t, kinda world that we have actually manifested this negativity and caused self doubt, mental illness and hate. The truth is that we can, we can do so much more than our minds can imagine. Our minds are so powerful they can create sickness in our selves and just the same can cure cancer. I know your thinking ya right this lady is crazy, but I’m not and there are many current cases that proves what I am saying. There is a man who has multiple personality disorder and medical proof that backs what I’m about to tell you. Bob has another personality named Dave, the two don’t know each other and live rather different lives. The major difference is when Bob is Bob, he has cancer stage 3, yet when he is Dave, Dave is cancer free. CRAZY!!! Look it up I’m sure you’ll find the story yourself, this man literally can be tested the same day and depending on who he believes he is, may or may not have cancer????? If your mind can do this, just imagine the possibilities.
So this is a look into who I am and some things I will chose to write about in the future posts I share. I hope you enjoyed my story and share it with your friends. Come back to read more of my stories as they come!
Much love
-Mary Beth
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Mary Beth
My name is Mary Beth, I am 37 years young, love learning new things and making others laugh. I’m a quick learner and always strive to be the best.
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