WHAT DOES LOVE HAVE TO DO WITH THIS?

Do you know how selfish and dark humans can be? Honestly, do you have any idea? No? Great let me introduce you to the dark side of humans. Two people could be sitting at a table at lunch table together and one of them would say to the other, "hey did you order a piece of toast because I ordered 2 so if you don't mind giving me half yours that will be great." Imagine that! You already have one but since you ordered two and only received one, you want to take half of someone else's because it wasn't what you ordered? If I loved you as a human, just as much as I love myself deeply. I will understand the reason why they packed their lunch to have for dinner and you are eating yours now. The circumstances we are both in doesn’t have to be worse. Be grateful and appreciate that we both have something to eat at the end of the day. Love has nothing to do with that side of human beings.

Furthermore, let's not forget this race issue. Goodness can we please get over ourselves. Seriously, you see someone in the next lane with their signal on to merge over and you speed up and go "nope! I am not letting you in. I have to be first!" First to where? To a job you're going to sit at for 8 or more hours and then go home and hope there is someone there to ease the pain you will feel the next morning as you get ready to go there again? That job? If I was happy with my career, I would not be speeding up to prevent someone from getting into my lane because they too must get to their 9 - 5. You're not happy because you don't love that job good sir or madame. YOU WANT TO GET THERE SO YOU CAN GET OUT QUICK! Am I wrong? we both know the answer to that. Love has nothing to do with this side of nature. This slow gulping of chunks of misery filed water that leads to the drowning of the creative human mind is what we now call the rat race. Or worse race based on skin color? Check out my story “TOGETHER” for more on that subject.

Third paragraph, not dark enough for you huh? Ha-ha, of course not! That's how dark you are. You know there is more dark and selfish parts to humans and you just want to confirm your own thoughts. You've seen or heard about it. " that guy raped that woman 10 days ago, and you literally scroll up to the next post. HOLY shit are you serious? If someone grabbed you as soon as you woke up and said told you that, you're first reaction is to just freeze and then try and help. If you love yourself and you care very much about yourself, wouldn't you want someone else to feel exactly how you feel about yourself? Would you not want to support a grieving friend? And that rapist be held accountable? or even just say to them that isn't normal! I mean he held her down and she’s completely unconscious, and there is no sign of any motor functions and he was still aroused enough stick his penis in her? Imagine someone tying you down and with one hand they’re pinching your skin and pulling it, with the other hand they use a knife and begin to slice away your skin piece by piece and as you bleed and beg them to stop, they do not stop. Instead they take the bottom of their foot and jam it right on top of your knee and as your bones force their way through the back of your knee and punch out leaving you to let out...nothing. As if it hurts to so much your body have nothing left to scream out anymore… just a long gasp and deep breath of air before you this screeching sound blast through your through and burns your vocal cords leaving the feeling of a hot rod being shoved down your throat. That’s what raping a woman would feel like her when I try to imagine being in her place. Maybe she said yes at first but then changed her mind but she trusted you as a person laid down next to you and she thinks to herself that she is safe. You haven’t been told no enough so you keep asking and asking until she starts to feel guilty that she must be a bad person for not wanting to. She continues to deny your advances and you get angry and call her or sorts of things because she said no. Why? Why can’t you just say, “okay I understand.” Nope, you slapped her right across her face and with every stroke a tear rolls down her cheek and gradually you strip a piece of her soul, mind, and body that she may never be able to get back. You think that’s okay to do to another human being? Or is okay to be a person that would lie about going through such an experience? Come on, you're better than this. You know you can do better than just scrolling to the next post and ignoring everything else in the world. However, like I said love has nothing to do with this. I can't believe at how crazy this is. That a 26 year old woman, will lead a 7 year old boy into a room and tell him to undress himself and as she lays there naked, will gradually guide and instruct a kid to lick her and perform acts he has no clue what they are and why he is performing them. He looks up and is wondering to himself what is this? Then he proceeds to ask, “what am I doing?” The poor kid gets hard and has no idea why he is now on top of a grown woman being asked to have sex and she is getting frustrated because physically has to grab his dick and put it in herself as if he was some toy. As time goes on, he feels an overwhelming sensation to which his innocent mind correlates it to having to pee really bad. He quietly uttered the words, “I have to pee” with a confused look and a questioning tone. She suddenly looks straight at him and goes “do not pee in me!” shoves him off and he shamefully struts to the bathroom and relieves himself. That is not love.

I want you to really think because you're telling me that we are going to stand across each other smile, say "till death do us part" and some odd days later wake up and go “this isn't it I’d like to separate". You were the same person that said, "till death do us part" I don't necessarily want to die today... but it seems like something just did. I mean Man's word is so untrustworthy the universe gave us five sense to make sure of Man’s honesty. Like you got to see it, hear it, touch it, feel it, taste it sometimes just to believe it. Like this person must be joking. What do you mean No? I am not happy, and I no longer wish to be with you? Like are people just toys that you can play with and then once you are sad and hard days come you get a new one. Life is not always sunshine and rainbows or strippers and burritos. When someone gets sad you help. When life gets hard you stick together put one foot in front of the other and do your best. So, if you're going to say that to someone, be ready to die at any point in your marriage because you will wake up one day unhappy. If you’re not ready for it don't do it.

Finally, don't tell someone when to have a child and what to do with their child unless that child is going to suffer a miserable life, and even then, it's still isn't your choice.... shit.... see I can't even speak on this for more than three sentences and then I go well “I've never had a kid so how can I speak one something I can't do or have never done?” I’ll just listen and support the best way I can. Humans are so selfish they'll tell someone to have the child, or not have a child. As if they were going to be caring or supporting or carrying that child! Anyway, be nice because love has everything to do with that...